Tourist vs Traveler in Infinity Pool (2023)

The following is an analysis of 2023’s Infinity Pool (dir. Brandon Cronenberg). As such, spoilers abound. If you haven’t seen Infinity Pool, go out and do so before reading this essay.

I am a proponent of a philosophy of literary criticism that posits that, regardless of what the creator may have intended, it is the ‘text’ that matters, whether that text be the written word, a painting, a photograph, or a film or tv show. Any interpretation of that text, then, is valid if and only if two criteria can be met: an interpretation must be backed up by the text and not contradicted by the text. 

First, the interpretation must be backed up by the text. If you want to argue that Stephen King’s Christine is a pan of the airline industry, you’re going to have a hard time convincing me, as there is no mention whatsoever of the airline industry in the story. To make the argument that it’s a panning of the obsessive car-culture of America, however, could possibly be backed up by the ‘text’ of both the novel and the movie.

Second, the interpretation must not be contradicted by the text. In the above example, you can’t make the argument that Christine has nothing to do with the coming-of-age theme because all the elements of that theme are right there in the text: the awkwardness of teenagerhood, the difficulties of a burgeoning realization of one’s own sexuality, dealing with the loss of innocence and youth, and so on.

If an interpretation, including the author’s, meets these two requirements, then, it is a valid interpretation. If it doesn’t, then, well, it isn’t. And I’ll repeat: including the author’s. This last is an important caveat, since we often go to the author to find out What A Story Means. Sometimes they won’t tell us. Sometimes they will.

Unfortunately, when they do, this has a tendency to curtail our own explorations of what a piece might be about, and what that piece might say about ourselves and about the world.

I bring all of this up because the movie Infinity Pool (2023), written and directed by Brandon Cronenberg, son of horror maestro David Cronenberg (The Fly, Videodrome, Shivers), is a very ambiguous movie. It includes sci-fi scenes accepted by the characters in the story that approaches magical realism, plus an ending that leaves us wondering what is real, what is in the mind of our protagonist, and, well, what the heck just happened. Cronenberg himself is reported to have based the script on experiences he had during unsatisfying vacations, and on an idea he had about killing clones (https://www.latimes.com/entertainment-arts/movies/story/2023-01-22/infinity-pool-sundance-film-festival-brandon-cronenberg), but if we just see the story of Infinity Pool as What Happens When We Get Bored on Vacation, we’re missing more subtle opportunities for analysis.

Briefly, Infinity Pool is about James Foster (Alexander Skarsgard), a writer of questionable skill and very questionable success, who is on vacation to an exotic (and fictional) locale with his wealthy wife (Cleopatra Coleman). Gripped with a bit of ennui, James joins another couple, the Bauers (played by Mia Goth and Jalil Lespert), on a joyride outside of the compound where tourists are supposed to remain secluded. After a day of drinking, James winds up driving the car back to the compound at night, hitting and killing a pedestrian as the car’s lights fail.

The authorities track James down and take him into the local police station, where he discovers that the country’s laws are quite draconian and quite zero tolerance: he is to be executed by being stabbed by the young son of the man he killed. However, there’s a way out. With enough money, James can have a clone made of himself, one who will have his memories and believe himself to be guilty of the crime…and that clone can take the punishment meant for the ‘original’.

James, of course, takes this option.

Afterward, he discovers that the Bauers and their friends already knew about this caveat, and they take advantage of it on a regular basis. Soon, these tourists are committing crimes left and right, and all they need in order to get out of paying for their offenses is to literally pay for their offenses. With enough money, it doesn’t matter what they do, their clones will take the punishment for them.

At this point in the film, after Mia Goth’s Gabi Bauer gives James hallucinatory drugs, and he has managed to alienate his wife, Em, we are given a dream-like sequence of events where we discover that the Bauers and their friends have either been puppetting James for their own amusement, or doing so in order to break him out of the funk that hasgripped him in order to help him find his real self–or possibly both.

At the end of the film, the Bauers and the others have left the island, acting as if nothing particularly important has happened at all, while James is seen sitting on a beach chair in the rain at the now-empty, off-season resort, staring into the far distance while being soaked by the rain.

Cut to credits.

There’s a lot going on in the two-hour runtime of Infinity Pool, the name of which is both a reference to the so-called infinity pools of high-end resorts which appear, as you’re in them, to stretch off into the ocean itself and thus to ‘infinity’, as well as to a tank filled with a viscous red liquid that is used to create clone after clone after clone (an infinity’s worth, perhaps) of James and other wealthy tourists.

However, putting aside (but not ignoring) the sci-fi aspects of the movie, Infinity Pool can be seen as an examination of the difference between the ‘tourist’ and the ‘traveler’.

The tourist, in broad terms, travels to a foreign locale; however, once there, they immerse themselves not in the local culture, but rather in the familiar comforts to be found in, for instance, resorts that cater to their every whim, allowing the tourist to enjoy all the amenities of home, while also giving them the ability to say that they’ve journeyedto this exotic place. 

The traveler, on the other hand, though unable to fully immerse themself in local culture (that would make them an immigrant or an ex-pat, perhaps–subjects for a different essay), still attempts to do so as much as possible, mingling with the local people, eating the local foods, avoiding the ‘touristy’ places.

The tourist is not often (at least in popular conception) fundamentally changed as a person by their experience visiting a foreign land. The traveler, however, often is. Travel, we believe, can show us our true selves and reveal to us an ability to grow and become more a part of the wide, wide world we live in, as well as to develop empathy for the many, many others who inhabit the world we all share. Travel, in these terms, can become almost a religious experience.

James starts off as a tourist. He is confined to a resort that caters to others like him, and so his only real engagement with the local culture is the scenery, and even that is manicured and curated to be pleasing to the eye. The resort’s representation of the locale comes across as artificial in the same way that a dinner show of ‘native’ dancers performing ‘ceremonial dances’ comes across as artificial, even if performed by members of the culture in question.

James’ ennui, driven by his self-perceived failure as a writer, finds no alleviation from the pleasures of the resort. What can this artificial beauty and luxury mean if you feel that you, yourself are inauthentic and artificial?

So when he is given the opportunity to experience something that isn’t artificial, urged on by a beautiful woman who seems to see and appreciate his worth as a writer, James of course takes it.

We can then see the events of the rest of the movie as metaphorical (as well as literal–I don’t wish to reduce the sci-fi elements of the film to pure metaphor), showing to us the difference between the tourist and the traveler.

The Bauers and their friends remain tourists throughout: using their wealth and their privilege to escape consequences for their impact on the the island where, ostensibly, they are guests. Instead, they treat the land, the people, and the culture as a playground in which they can sate their any whim or desire and be unchanged–unaffected in any way–by it.

But James cannot. Each clone of himself represents something important within himself that he both is able to slough off as well as learn from, even as he sloughs off their very literal artificiality. We see the importance these parts of himself have to James as he packs the ashes of each one carefully into his luggage, a reminder that each was not merely a duplicate, not entirely artificial, but also him, a part of self.

The first clone–the one that takes the fall for James’ accidental killing of the local man–might be seen to represent his own self-loathing, or perhaps James’ bowing to the inevitability of fate; he didn’t mean to kill the man on the road, but it was his choices that set up circumstances such that the death of the man was almost inevitable, in the same way that his choices have brought him to this place in life where he feels like, at best, a fraud, or, at worst, a failure.

The second clone–who is executed for the purposeful killing of a local–can be seen to represent the hedonistic qualities that James has embraced in order to try and forget himself through the safety net of his wife’s money, his own descent into embracing the consequenceless power that money brings. 

And the third, a clone created by Gabi Bauer and the others so that James must either kill or be killed, can be seen to represent his own internal rage at the world and at himself.

As Gabi smears the blood of this final slain clone on her breast so that James can suckle, the moment becomes a rebirth for him: a birthing into a place where he can now become who or whatever he really is as he both leaves behind and learns from facing these representations of self.

But on the bus headed to the airport, James has another epiphanal moment: the others have obviously not been affected by their time here in this foreign land in the way that he has been. Instead, they talk of mundane things and of things that must be done when they return home.

This is the conundrum of the tourist vs the traveler. The tourist, after the trip, returns to their lives unchanged, unaffected, and without personal growth. The traveler, though, has a difficult, if not impossible, task of trying to return to a life that no longer seems to make any sense, and certainly doesn’t seem to hold the importance that it once did, not after they have seen what they have seen, experienced what they have experienced.

When we see James sitting on that beach chair at the empty resort, drenched in the first rains of the rainy season, we are left wondering, as James’ thousand-yard stare seems to imply that he is wondering: What does it all mean?

…and Where do I go from here?

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500 Words

Here’s a factoid about me: when I’m on a roll, I can produce about 1000 words an hour. I once wrote a whole novel (75000 words-ish) in ten days. It was Thanksgiving holiday and I took a couple of days off, but essentially I was knocking out 10,000 words a day during that time. And I wound up with a novel I liked, too–so it was quantity AND quality. Not saying it couldn’t use some editing, but it was in pretty good shape, say self so I do.

That novel was a one-off, but producing 1-3k words per day isn’t outside the realm of my writing capability. That said, I rarely do it. Why? Possibly because I’m lazy. But more likely because I’m easily distracted (SEE: the name of this blog). This became especially true during the years of High Pandemic (I’ll write about this means of designating eras of COVID in another essay, maybe). During that time, when I wasn’t working on the podcast (The Gothic Podcast, wherever you catch your pods), I was scrolling, scrolling, scrolling. Should I have been writing, writing, writing? Almost certainly. But a lot of us didn’t do what we ‘should’ have been doing during those times. And that’s okay.

And it’s certainly okay not to type 1-3k words per day.

But if you count yourself a writer, should you have SOME quota of words-per-day? Plenty of advice out there would tell you to do so. It’s in nearly every writerly-advice book there is. When I’m writing short stories, though, I don’t have a quota. Short stories burn hot and bright and fast in my brain, and I have to get them out on those waiting blank surfaces of the page as quickly as I can. When I’m writing short stories, I’d prefer not to tidy up the house, cook breakfast (or lunch or supper), take out the trash, answer the phone, check my e-mail … all I want to do is write and get it down. Get the story … out there. Five thousand words in a day? Great! Done! Time to edit.

In the past few years, I’ve had a few of my many finished short stories published (check out the link, er, somewhere), but I haven’t written a new novel in … years (we’re not talking about editing the ones I’ve already written, or the trudging, terrible work of getting them out to potential agents and editors — that’s a task that requires a much different set of skills than writing the story in the first place).

So, lately, I’ve been wanting to create something new in the long form of the novel. But I had to figure out how to, y’know, do that. My brain has become wired to scrolling, to binge-watching TV, to doing something outside of the house (hiking, kayaking, whatever). Anything except for writing. Sometimes a short story will rear up from the briars and demand to be stalked, but novels? Do I have enough attention span in me to do that again?

Of course I do. I just have to set the right expectations.

Alright, so what are my expectations? Back when I was teaching onboard US Navy ships and out to sea for weeks on end without pulling into ports, it was easy to set a goal of a thousand words per day and meet that goal, even with teaching and grading and ice cream socials. Far less housework to do out there, and far fewer things to be all shiny and distracting. But a thousand words, although surely possible, might be beyond the bounds of my attention span right now.

So I’m shooting for five hundred.

Yup, just five hundred words per day. If I do that every day, then I have a novel in two hundred days (or possibly less–depends on the story). Two hundred days is a lot more than ten, but it’s also less than a year. Or three. Seems reasonable to me. More importantly, seems reasonable to my brain.

This goalpost number comes with some issues, though. The biggest problem is that once the story starts flowing, it’s tough to cut off at that five hundred word mark. I want to keep writing. Why shouldn’t I keep writing? Waaaa!

But for the quota system to work for me, I have to do it this way. I can’t say, Oh, I did a thousand words yesterday, so I can skip today (I mean, I CAN, and probably WILL, but I shouldn’t), because there will come a day when I might not want to come back to it. But if I keep slogging away at five hundred? Then I have a chance. Maybe. Hopefully.

It’s also important to stop at my marker because, well, it means I’m usually having to stop in the middle of a thought. And if I do that, then I’ll be more likely to want to pick up the writing again the next day. Or at least that’s the hope.

We’ll see how it goes. I’ll let you know.

But should you, if you’re a writerly sort, set a daily quota for yourself? Maybe. Try it out and see if it works. If you do, though, make sure it’s an achievable goal. Heck, do like me and make it something that is waaaay less than achievable for you. Is that 100-words-per-day? Fifty? Two? Whatever it is, set it, stick to it, and then, after you’ve been at it for a while (a month? two?), re-evaluate. Maybe then you can up the number. Or maybe you need to drop it lower.

But keep at it and, eventually, one word after another … you’ll have a novel.

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(By the way? The above is a little under 1000 words. Does it count toward my 500? Nope. Not part of the novel)

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Beg, Borrow, or Steal

A Musing on the Art of Grand-Theft Creativity, Writing, and Pro-GMing

“Good writers borrow; great writers steal.” So goes the quote by Oscar Wilde. Or, wait, was it T.S. Eliot? Or, erm, Aaron Sorkin? It’s likely Wilde never said it. Quotes like to hang out with Wilde, or at least say they did when they’re having drinks with you in the hotel bar. T.S. Eliot said something slightly different, something along the lines of, “Immature poets imitate; mature poets steal.” And Sorkin? Well, Sorkin’s quote was the same, just with different words and about a different industry.

Those of us who are creatives in whatever field–be it art, writing, film, poetry, or (my sidebar project of the last couple of years) pro-Game Mastering–must eventually wrestle with the question of where-do-our-ideas-come-from?. Is there such a thing as originality? Is there such a thing as ‘creation’ rather than ‘borrowing’ or ‘stealing’. Can we have our own ‘style’, or will that always be an echo of someone else’s methods? What does the quote above, whoever or wherever the concept originated (let’s say Shakespeare, because, well, Shakespeare, so why not?) mean to us as we sit down at our easels, our keyboards, our gaming tables and … begin?

I’ve read a lot about writing. So much writing about writing. And one of the observations that the ‘greats’ have is that, when you’re starting out writing, you’re going to write much like your favorite authors write. It’s natural to do so, in the same way that if you spend enough time in another country, or in another part of your own country, you will eventually start to sound like the people there. Your accent and colloquialisms will shift. Even your mannerisms are likely to change. We humans are a species of mimics. Not to mention that, hey, most of the time it’s safer to blend in to your surroundings. Helps keep you from being eaten by the mountain lions.

It’s only after a period of time (variable depending upon who you are) that you as a creative begin to find your own ‘voice’, as it’s called: that combination of style, tone, themes, and implementation that makes a “C. Patrick”, for instance, a “C. Patrick” and not a “Chuck Tingle”.

But even then, of course, those prior influences haven’t gone away. They haven’t somehow magically vanished into the aether and now you are an all-original, all-inspired-by-the-muses, one-of-a-kind you. No, even the greats (Neil Gaiman, let’s say) are what they are because the house of their creativity is built upon a foundation of prior influence.

But is that the same as ‘stealing’?

In a discussion this morning between various GMs in our pro-GM online hangout, an incident came up of GMs joining other GM’s games (especially the games of the Big Guns: those GMs who have packed their games and are making bank doing this gig) in order to see what their secrets are and then steal those secrets for their own games.

Or borrow those secrets.

Or imitate them.

The consensus seemed to be that this activity was bad and should be censured. Akin, in fact, to corporate espionage. I dunno. Maybe. Heck, maybe I was the one who likened it to corporate espionage. or maybe it was Oscar Wilde–don’t remember at this point. And, sure, if you’re being all secretive about it, that’s not up to ethical snuff. “Ahhh,” you say, “I’m a brand-new GM here in this Wild West world of pro-GMing–” at which point you twirl your mustache…or your earlobe, if you you don’t have a mustache– “and I shall sign up for a few games with X, the GM, who is TOP RANKED, and I shall observe from my corner while I twirl my mustache (or earlobe), and I shall see how they do it and they I shall make that exact same product and I, too, shall be a TOP RANKED GM!” and then you cackle, “Muhahahahahaahahahaha!” you say. And then you go out and become The Asylum and make “Sherlock Holmes” (though it DOES have a dinosaur in it, so who can complain, right?)

And being all secretive like that is kinda sucky. You really shouldn’t do that. Be up front about it. Most GMs will happily let you sit in on a game or two of theirs and see how it looks. Most writers will happily let you read their books (I mean, duh) and check out their styles. Many will even share their methods and their personal tricks and their habits: Stephen King wrote his best stuff while high on cocaine (can’t recommend this method: don’t do drugs, kids); Neil Gaiman hand-writes his manuscripts; Toni Morrison did, too, on legal pads; Shakespeare wrote in a bar, probably.

There are whole books dedicated to How I Made This Thing. Whole YouTube channels. Whole Discords. Whole worlds of information out there. No need to steal or even beg for the knowledge.

So why aren’t we all Great Literary Figures, Renowned Artists, Top-Rated GMs? For that matter, why aren’t all of the Great Works the same? (Hollywood blockbusters in any given season notwithstanding)

Because, well, we find our own voice. We find our own way to incorporate the things that influence us into our work and then we set off running. You see, T.S. Eliot’s quote doesn’t stop with “…mature poets steal.” He went on to say, “…bad poets deface what they take, and good poets make it into something better, or at least something different. The good poet welds his theft into a whole of feeling which is unique, utterly different from that from which it was torn.”

I can try to do something the exact same way as someone else, but this will not serve me. It won’t fit me, even if I love the way THEY do it. I will never ever ever ever write like Neil Gaiman does. But do I want to? If I’m being honest with myself: no. For one thing, even just thinking about hand writing an entire novel makes my hand cramp up. No, I don’t want to be Neil Gaiman. I want to be C. Patrick. I want my style and my voice and my method to shine for me and thus allow me to give my audience–in whatever form they take–something wonderful that they will cherish…that they, if they are artists too, will borrow or even steal, until they, too, can emerge as something bigger than what has influenced them.

When I go and play at another GM’s table, I often think, “Hmmm…well, here’s how _I_ would have done that differently.” Or I read an author’s book and think the same about how I would have handled the concept. Of course. And that is good. Once that begins, you are forging your own path, your own voice. But, also, I see things they do and go, “Ooooo…that’s awesome; that totally fits with my style.” And then I “weld that theft” into something that IS mine. Something that was born out of that influence, but which you might never be able to trace back without a genetic test.

And when another GM comes to my table (as happened recently), or another writer reads something I’ve written and says, “Hey, wow, that was awesome, I picked up some great ideas from this that I’m going to incorporate into my own work,” I say…”Yesssssssssssssssss.”

And, man, I look forward to seeing what they come up with so I can enjoy that creation…

…and maybe steal something from it.

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